To gain, first you have to lose

Living in denial isn't the easiest thing for me to do, but somehow I'm so get used to it over the years without realizing it. All I ever wanted is to rejoice the truth and be myself and proud and open about myself. But there's always something that holding me back.

I'm so afraid to lose every single person in my life who I love and care. I may lose all of them at once if I were to be open about myself. However If I were to live in disguise, my soul will be relentlessly tortured.

If you have a choice, will you set yourself free but take the risk of losing the people you loved?

A Volcanic Journey at Bromo

I was on a trip to Mt. Bromo last June. For those who do not know, here's a little info for you. Mt. Bromo is an active volcano located at East Java, Indonesia. It's one of the most visited tourist attraction in that region. Best known for its mesmerizing view & scenery, especially during dawn. Wait no more and start planning your trip to Mt. Bromo, it's definitely worth a visit.

Everyone have a secret, what's yours?

I have a secret, I've kept it for more than a decade. Wasn't really sure am I doing a great job keeping it through the years. Anyway, at last, I come to the point where I feel extremely mentally exhausted about keeping and defending my secret. Finally I've to make the call, whether to reveal it for my own good, or take it the grave otherwise.

Life's short, we should make the most out of our life and be true to ourselves, aren't we?

After all is the fear that stopping me, but I simply can't shake this devil off my shoulder... :'(

A night at Smel's Cafe

Just had my dinner at Smel's Cafe. I wouldn't said it's an excellent place for an eating out session with friends, but overall it's above average. Foods are ok and not expensive. A single main course cost you around Rm 18.

If you're looking for a place for yamcha & chit chatting with not-that-expensive nice western foods, this is definitely one of the place to go.

~ Mushroom soap ~

 ~ Chicken Pie ~

~ Seafood cheese-baked fusilli ~

Seventh High School Reunion

Entering lunar year 2012, it marks the 7th Anniversary of my high school reunion party. As usual we are still going strong for keeping in touch with each other after so many years, at least to held a reunion while celebrating the third day of lunar new year. 

....TBC...